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The Blood on Her Sleeve / Chapter 5 / 6

Chapter 6 - The Dinner That Nearly Fell Apart

Evelyn arrived in Charlotte just after seven that evening.

No convoy.

No cameras.

No military escort at the door.

She had refused all three.

Amanda picked her up from the base.

When Evelyn climbed into the passenger seat, she was wearing jeans, a dark sweater, and a sling she clearly hated.

Amanda stared at it.

“You’re wearing the sling.”

“Doctor’s orders.”

“Miracles happen.”

“Don’t get excited.”

Amanda pulled away from the curb.

“You sleep?”

“Forty minutes.”

“That isn’t sleep.”

“It counts.”

“No.”

“You and the base physician would get along.”

Amanda glanced at her.

“What happened in Washington?”

“Review cleared me.”

Amanda slapped the steering wheel once.

“Yes.”

“Please operate the vehicle.”

“Sorry.”

“They also offered me something.”

Amanda slowed slightly.

“What?”

“A command appointment.”

“What kind?”

“Joint Emergency Operations.”

Amanda stared.

“Evelyn.”

“Road.”

Amanda looked forward again.

“That’s huge.”

“Yes.”

“Are you taking it?”

“I don’t know.”

“You know.”

“I’m thinking.”

“Same thing.”

Evelyn sighed.

Amanda smiled.

“You should’ve seen Dad this morning.”

“I spoke to him.”

“He told you he loves you?”

Evelyn looked over.

“How do you know that?”

“He told me.”

Evelyn blinked.

“He told you?”

“Twice.”

“That’s concerning.”

Amanda laughed.

Then became serious.

“He means it.”

“I know.”

“You don’t have to forgive everything immediately.”

“I know.”

“But maybe…”

Evelyn looked at her.

“Maybe what?”

“Give him a chance to do better.”

Evelyn looked out at the passing lights.

“I came home, didn’t I?”

Amanda smiled.

“Fair.”

When they reached the house, Michael opened the front door before they reached the porch.

He stepped outside.

For a moment, he and Evelyn simply looked at each other.

Then Michael hugged her.

No jokes.

No awkward handshake.

Just a hug.

Evelyn seemed surprised.

“Hello to you too.”

“I’m sorry.”

She pulled back.

“We already did this.”

“No.”

Michael shook his head.

“I said I was sorry for not defending you last night.”

“I’m sorry for all of it.”

Evelyn looked at him.

“Michael…”

“I’ve treated your career like some strange phase for years.”

“Technically Dad did that first.”

“I learned from the best.”

Richard appeared in the doorway.

“I heard that.”

Michael looked back.

“Good.”

Richard ignored him.

His eyes went immediately to the sling.

“What happened?”

Amanda mouthed silently:

Good question.

Evelyn noticed.

“Shoulder injury.”

Richard frowned.

“From the collapse?”

“Yes.”

“Does it hurt?”

“Yes.”

“What did the doctor say?”

“Rest.”

“Are you going to?”

“No.”

Richard looked at Amanda.

Amanda spread her hands.

“I tried.”

Something almost normal passed between them.

Richard stepped aside.

“Come in.”

Evelyn entered the house.

The birthday decorations were gone.

The giant floral arrangements were gone.

The catering tables were gone.

Only family photographs remained.

The house felt smaller.

Warmer.

Dinner waited in the dining room.

No roasted beef.

No elaborate presentation.

Pizza.

Evelyn stopped.

“You ordered pizza?”

Richard looked suddenly uncertain.

“You used to like it.”

“When I was seventeen.”

“You still like pizza?”

“Yes.”

“Then I made the correct decision.”

Michael whispered,

“First one this week.”

Richard glared at him.

Evelyn laughed.

It surprised everyone.

Especially her.

They sat.

For the first several minutes, conversation stayed harmless.

Food.

Amanda’s hospital.

Michael’s work.

Weather.

It was almost painfully ordinary.

Then Richard put down his glass.

“Evelyn.”

She looked at him.

He inhaled.

Amanda and Michael became quiet.

Richard had clearly rehearsed this.

Evelyn could tell immediately.

“I owe you an apology.”

She waited.

“I was cruel to you last night.”

“Yes.”

Michael coughed.

Amanda kicked him under the table.

Richard continued.

“I embarrassed you in front of people.”

“Yes.”

His eyes tightened slightly.

“This is more difficult when you confirm each point.”

“You said you wanted honesty.”

“I did.”

Evelyn leaned back.

“Continue.”

Richard nodded.

“I judged your life by whether it looked like the life I thought you should have.”

Evelyn’s expression changed slightly.

“That part is true.”

“I convinced myself I was worried about you.”

“You probably were.”

“I was.”

He stopped.

Then remembered Amanda’s warning.

No excuses.

Richard tried again.

“But I used that worry as an excuse to criticize you.”

Evelyn remained silent.

“I wanted you safe.”

“I wanted you closer.”

“I wanted grandchildren.”

Michael muttered,

“Here we go.”

Richard shot him a look.

“I’m being honest.”

Evelyn almost smiled.

Richard continued.

“But none of those things gave me the right to make your choices smaller because they were different from mine.”

Evelyn looked down at her plate.

For the first time all night, her composure shifted.

Richard saw it.

“I missed things.”

“Yes.”

“Important things.”

“Yes.”

“I can’t change that.”

“No.”

He swallowed.

“I don’t know how to make it right.”

Evelyn finally looked at him.

“You can’t.”

Richard’s face fell slightly.

She continued.

“You can’t go back.”

“You can’t attend promotions that already happened.”

“You can’t return phone calls from ten years ago.”

“And I don’t need you to pretend none of it happened.”

Richard nodded slowly.

“Then what do you need?”

Evelyn thought.

“Ask.”

“Ask what?”

“Anything.”

Richard looked confused.

She leaned forward.

“You’ve spent years telling me what you think about my life.”

“Try asking me about it.”

He sat quietly.

Then:

“What was your first command?”

Evelyn blinked.

Amanda smiled.

Michael hid his.

Evelyn answered.

“A logistics squadron in Germany.”

Richard nodded.

“Were you good at it?”

“No.”

Richard looked surprised.

Evelyn smiled.

“Not at first.”

“What happened?”

“I tried to do everything myself.”

Michael laughed.

“That sounds familiar.”

Evelyn pointed at him.

“Stay out of this.”

Richard leaned forward.

“So what changed?”

“My senior enlisted adviser told me I was making everyone miserable.”

Richard laughed.

“What did you do?”

“Got angry.”

“Then?”

“Realized he was right.”

Amanda looked between them.

And for the next forty minutes, Richard asked questions.

Real ones.

Where had she been stationed?

Which command had been hardest?

Why had she chosen the Air Force?

What part of the work did she love?

What part did she hate?

Did she ever regret it?

Evelyn answered most of them.

Not all.

Some stories belonged to other people.

Some memories still hurt too much.

But she answered enough.

Then Richard asked:

“Why didn’t you ever marry?”

Amanda closed her eyes.

Michael whispered,

“Dad.”

Richard immediately raised both hands.

“That was a question.”

Evelyn stared at him.

Then laughed.

“It was badly timed.”

“I’m learning.”

She thought for a moment.

“I almost did.”

Richard froze.

“What?”

Amanda stared too.

“You never told me that.”

“You never asked either.”

Amanda pointed at Richard.

“See what you started?”

Michael leaned in.

“Who?”

Evelyn shook her head.

“Not tonight.”

Richard looked fascinated.

“There was someone?”

“There have been people in my life, Dad.”

“You make it sound impossible.”

“No.”

“I…”

He stopped himself.

Evelyn raised an eyebrow.

“What were you about to say?”

“Nothing.”

“Smart.”

They continued eating.

Eventually Michael asked the question Evelyn had been waiting for.

“What was the offer?”

Richard looked up.

“What offer?”

Evelyn glared at Michael.

Michael shrugged.

“Amanda told me.”

Amanda protested.

“You told me not to tell Dad. You said nothing about Michael.”

“Excellent surgical ethics.”

Richard looked between them.

“What offer?”

Evelyn sighed.

“Joint Emergency Operations Command.”

Richard went still.

“Command?”

“Yes.”

“What does that mean?”

“More responsibility.”

“More travel?”

“Probably.”

“More danger?”

“Maybe.”

The old Richard almost appeared.

Evelyn saw it in his face.

The instinct to say no.

To criticize.

To tell her what a forty-year-old woman ought to do.

Richard opened his mouth.

Then stopped.

He looked down.

Amanda watched carefully.

Finally he asked,

“Do you want it?”

Evelyn stared at him.

That question mattered.

Not:

Why would you do this?

Not:

When will you stop?

Not:

What about a normal life?

Do you want it?

“I think so.”

Richard nodded.

“Then I hope you get it.”

“I already got it.”

He blinked.

“You did?”

“They’re waiting for my answer.”

“Then I hope you take it.”

Evelyn smiled faintly.

“Thank you.”

Richard nodded.

It was a small victory.

Maybe the most important one yet.

Then the doorbell rang.

Everyone froze.

Michael looked toward the hallway.

“If that’s another general, I’m leaving.”

Amanda stood.

“I’ll get it.”

She opened the door.

Two officers stood outside.

One was Major General Keller.

The other was an older four-star general.

Evelyn immediately stood.

“What are you doing here?”

Keller smiled.

“Nice to see you too.”

The four-star officer stepped inside.

“Colonel Parker.”

Evelyn straightened.

“General.”

Richard stood slowly.

Something about the man’s presence silenced the whole room.

The general looked at Richard.

“Mr. Parker?”

“Yes.”

“I apologize for interrupting dinner.”

Richard looked at Evelyn.

“I’m starting to get used to it.”

The general smiled.

Then turned serious.

“Colonel, I have an official notification.”

Evelyn frowned.

“Sir?”

“The recommendation for recognition has been accelerated.”

She immediately shook her head.

“My team—”

“Your team has been notified separately.”

He handed her a sealed envelope.

“The Joint Chiefs approved formal commendations for every member of the rescue element.”

Evelyn relaxed slightly.

“And Torres?”

“Distinguished service recognition plus injury award.”

“Good.”

The general continued.

“Your recommendation is different.”

Evelyn opened the envelope.

She read.

Then stopped.

Amanda watched her face.

“What?”

Evelyn said nothing.

Richard stepped closer.

“What is it?”

Keller answered.

“The Chairman has recommended Colonel Parker for one of the highest decorations available for heroism under non-combat emergency conditions.”

Richard looked at his daughter.

Evelyn seemed uncomfortable.

“This is too much.”

The four-star general shook his head.

“That is not your decision.”

“Sir—”

“You can argue with the Joint Chiefs tomorrow.”

Keller smiled.

“She probably will.”

The general continued.

“There is a ceremony in Washington next week.”

Evelyn sighed.

“Of course there is.”

Richard looked at her.

“You don’t sound happy.”

“I hate ceremonies.”

Amanda laughed.

“That may be the most Evelyn sentence ever spoken.”

The general turned toward Richard.

“Family will be invited.”

Richard went still.

Family.

Invited.

He looked at Evelyn.

She looked back.

Neither spoke.

Then Richard asked quietly,

“Would you want me there?”

The room became silent.

Evelyn studied her father.

A week earlier, the answer might have been different.

A day earlier, it definitely would have been.

Now she nodded.

“Yes.”

Richard’s eyes shone.

“I’ll be there.”

Evelyn smiled.

“Wear something nice.”

Michael burst out laughing.

Richard stared at her.

“Was that revenge?”

“A little.”

Even the generals laughed.

And for the first time since Evelyn had walked through that doorway covered in someone else’s blood, the Parker family sat in the same room without anyone wishing she were someone different.

But the biggest moment was still coming.

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Because next week, Richard Parker would stand in a room filled with generals, officials, and cameras.

And he would hear the United States military tell the world exactly who his daughter had become.

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